I’m going to put everything behind me and move on. The only thing I want is a smile on my face nothing else. Fuck feelings, crazy emotions, stupid thoughts I want to strive for the better. If things are meant to be, it will be. I accept anything that’s coming my way. I’m actually looking forward to it, surprise me? I realize that I’m continuously changing day by day and I want to change for the best. I’m still young and restless. What do I know? I just state whatever life has taught me. Even when things don’t go my way or when I’m going through tough times I have to remember that ‘this too shall pass.’ I don’t want one bad day ruin my whole entire life. Things go wrong so better things can fall into place. I want every second of my life counts so when I grow old and wrinkly I know I live for a reason. I live to experience life and meet different people around me with different personalities, overcome different obstacles. Learning to love, cherish, and to let go. So before I die of old age or whatever my life line has a deadline I know that I don’t regret anything nor living. This is my life and I’m the person who writes my own book. My story line is still unwritten and darling, this is just the beginning. I know I’m going to live a beautiful life. 

To be continued…